December 30, 2009

林宇中 活到一百岁

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小时候牵牵小手像幸福小俩口

不了解天长地久爱要单纯很多

十来岁情窦开不成气候

还不懂温柔就开始懂心痛

越长大之后真心越是缺货

爱到老变成过时的口号

所以我们都寂寞

二十岁牵错的手三十岁牵一条狗

六十岁牵拐杖独自过

人说对的人总会在下一个路口

是对是错还不是分两头


二十岁像一把火三十岁像一条狗

六十岁像过期的啤酒

就算活到一百岁又怎样一个人活

不如有个人罗嗦


十来岁情窦开不成气候

还不懂温柔就开始懂心痛

越长大之后真心越是缺货

爱到老变成过时的口号

所以我们都寂寞

二十岁牵错的手三十岁牵一条狗

六十岁牵拐杖独自过

人说对的人总会在下一个路口

是对是错还不是分两头


二十岁像一把火三十岁像一条狗

六十岁像过期的啤酒

就算活到一百岁又怎样一个人活

不如有个人罗嗦


所以我们都寂寞

二十岁牵错的手三十岁牵一条狗

六十岁牵拐杖独自过

就算憧憬跟着岁月慢慢变伤口

还是渴望有个人到白头

二十岁像一把火三十岁像一条狗

六十岁像过期的啤酒

如果活到一百岁会怎样两个人活

这一生不会白活

黄小琥-没那么简单MV

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December 28, 2009

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人不难
更不容易。。。。。

December 27, 2009

hehe...my belated birthday present!

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My belated birthday present~
haha..it can be say that it is the best present for me ever.Quit gam dong after recieving it..haha..thank you RouXin!! i have never recieved such wonderful present before this.haaXD

December 26, 2009

Launching new blog~~=D

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photography blog~haha
Press the button (Photo) at the link bar above

Christmas Eve ~

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wahaha! gotcha!














wat she doing??hhaa





From left: Jynn and Chloe






Coffee Island~ XD







G hotel
































Barbeque NIght at Chin Yoong's house

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10 boys 2 gals in the party..lol
im nt inside..==


December 25, 2009

First shot..lol

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December 24, 2009

My new 500D~

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Love her so much!!
hmm...what name should i name her??
any suggestion?XD

December 21, 2009

One more timE

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one more time by Tree Bicycles

i heard this song from the Korean Drama Boys over Flower .
i was very dislike to watch Korean Drama. some how, this drama attracted me and honestly this drama is much more better compared to the Taiwan Meteor Shower (F4)as they say they are korean F4.

December 19, 2009

Lee Hom

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Lee Hom in the Deskstop~

December 12, 2009

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There's always a thing constantly remind you about something,and someone else.It might be a weird fragrance, a unvisualizeed scene, a disgusting song, a awful sentence or even a Smile.
I simply can't stand for its seduction,no matter it is sugar sweet or heart breaking.
Sacasticly, some of them are blended taste.It is still taste good inspite of the horrible ingredients. Regardless of all the conseqences,i taste it agaian and again.
It is a drug. Drug of every single people.

December 7, 2009

My new laptop! =D

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Dell Inspiron 14
Yesterday, went to PIKOM pc fair head to the Dell store, bought this Dell Inspiron 14, actualy i was thinking to buy whether green or red colour.However they dont have this two colour..==
i hesitated a while then decided to chose this glossy white instead of the common black that my mum suggested. The other colour is just awful in glossy surface,that sales girl still keep promoting that purple colour which is most digusting among the selection though i like purple sometimes.haha
.
-core2 duo processer T6600
-window 7 Home premium
- 3G ram
-320 GB
-and so on.....
nt a great computer
.
but i love it~

November 26, 2009

Road Accident

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Afternoon went to Law's center for meeting again.then i sit hw's motor go back to home to bath.Half hour later he came to fetch me again heading to GP and coffee island.ya..coffee island again..hahaa..

He was driving fast.In fact just about 50km/h nt realy fast..haha.
then we come to a T-JUNCTION, a red taxi at the opposite lane which trying to turn into the junction. We noticed it, han woei slow down.


他妈的

the old uncle dont know y suddently turn in!!! and that time..i was staring on the taxi..hoping han woei can avoid it. DOnt know y....realy dont know y that uncle stop his car in such critical moment!!!

oh no.. i was like "shit"

then

"bang!"

i flew..over the taxi..im thinking tat i was gona be very seriuos when im on the sky!lmao..
then i landed on the floor..i quickly stand up, feel bit dizzy in the collision.i notice that both of my shoe flew off form my leg,then i only find that Mr toh was still under his bike..and his bike was totaly melted infront.Through his face expression i noe he was exstreamly pain...lol.
Im so damn damn lucky i dint injured bad..just a few scratch and weird strengthless right arm. unlike pl last time fly untill get into hospital and bladder injury..hahaha!

tat moment when we bang to the taxi was was very very fast..haha..cant manage to react and figure wats happening and im aready on the floor.lol...tats feeling was great and terified~haha

after that i was thinking..oh shit..can meet ys dee..lol..no fate no fate..haha!

However, i dare not to tell my mum about it as my mum is a person that very easy panic and feel helpless. So i quitely went to clinic with han woei in his dad car, and ask Pl to take me to coffee island to meet them up.but han woei have to stay in house withe the swollen knee.haha.

We take alot of exciting photo in coffee island, but nt a single of the accident.lol..forget to take.

im lucky.

Coffee island

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Sunday, morning mum and i went to new house to find the authorities. Discussing bout the design, ideas, and impurities in the house and so on...Then went to Law's centre for Camp meeting and his own made CURRY MEE! HAHAH

actual was thinking to go to QB as ys as she said she was alone, shocked me ==!anyway, her gf finally meet her there, so i went to gp d..hahaha..(nt me mou yi hei loh, ys!) haha.

HIGHlLIGHT

COFFEE island!!


picture from http://www.what2seeonline.com/2008/12/coffee-island-gurney-drive-penang/


taken from Jynn's blog
Hhaa..first time praised by ppl that i can snap nice photo! XD
thank you thank you! she insist me to help her take this photo~=D

we were playing true or dare,talking so loud inside untill many ppl stare at us..lmao!
secrets were popping out one by one~hahaha!
I HAVE NO SECRET~HAHHAA!

we drank Heiniken there too..haha..shhh..dun tell my mum.Actualy i just drank some.lol

Holiday

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First day of holiday,a day before the holiday perhaps.haha!
went back to primary school with lc, cn,pj, talk a lot with our standard Six form teacher,Teacher Chong. We were shocked when we looked around to the class, every single student were playing with their mobile , psp and camera! The mobile they are using is latest model!haha i dont even have a hand phone in standard six..==! then the girls that were like never see boys before,they keep snapping our photo...wahahaha!! i tell no lie! i swear! XD

After that, i and lc went to butterworth's Sunway carnival, he went there to meet his gf.
no photo...my k850 totaly spoilt..cant use it to take photo~ wtf.lol.After 3 hour of singing we went to watch Christmas Carol




i almost fell asleep in the begining..haha! First time in cinema sitting with two gals, Chloe and Ester without boys!haha for no doubt.. lc with his gf sitting at the couple sit.

Saturday, PILLOW FIGHT.



haha...though not many ppl attend as expected, still having fun fighting with pillow.quite crazy!haha.
since, the lucky draw was toooo slow...we decided to go to pragin to watch 2012~


October 31, 2009

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1.我的大名 : Jack
2.我的生日 : 09月11日

3.誰傳給你的 : Jynn
4.說出五個好朋友 : 五個好朋友
5.生日想要得到什麼禮物 : as long as is a 礼物
6.近期開心的是 : nothing special i think
7.近期壓力大的是 : exam..
8.未來想做什麼: secret

9.有沒有喜歡的人 : erm..yes
10.同學會要回去找老師嗎 : yes..if other could
11.跟誰出去最幸福 : erm..
12.如果你的兩個好友吵架了 : erm..
13.跟情人出去最想去哪 : anyplace with her
14.聖誕節要做啥 : weeet

15.最想跟誰過聖誕節 : friends
16.有沒有起床气 :
o.O
17.有幾個兄弟姐妹 : 2 elder sis
18.最喜歡的一首歌(女生的) : SHE
19.最喜歡的一首歌(男生的) : LEE HOM

20.喜歡什麼顏色 : many
21.上廁所會不會先沖水 : Definitely
22.愛不愛我 : wait long long XD
23.喜歡男生還是女生 : Girl..==
24.最想大聲說什麼 : 世界末日那一天!!==!
25.半夜敢不敢自己上廁所 : sure

26.上廁所會不會脫褲褲 : depends on ..lmao!
27.誰很欠打 : haha..pl
28.現在很迷什麼 : DSLR

29.睡相很差 : duno
30.現在的時間 : 12.13

31.是否痛恨傳給你點卷的人 : nope
32.體重多少 : 53kg
33.今天天氣 : cloudy
34.你懷孕了嗎 : im a boy
35.你若中樂透最想做什么 : use the bank note to burn as a charcoal
36.大學生一定要玩的活動 : not sure
37.如果能為彩虹添加一種顏色 你選:black..it would be cool..haha
38.你覺得友情是真心的么:


October 10, 2009

选你所爱,爱你所选

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妻说,是你将我抱进家门的,要离婚了,
你再将我抱出这个家门吧。
  

   与妻结婚的时候,我是将她抱过来的。
那时我们住的是那种一家一户的平房,婚车在门前停下来的时候,
一伙朋友撺纵着我,将她从车上抱下来,于是,在一片叫好声中,
我抱起了她一直走到典礼的地方。
那时的妻是丰盈而成熟的娇羞女孩,我是健壮快乐的新婚男人。
这是十年前的一幕。

  

以后的日子就像是流水一样过去,要孩子,下海,经商,

婚姻中的熟视无睹渐渐出现在我们之间。
钱一点点地往上涨,但感情却一点点地平下去,妻在一家行政机构做公务员,
每天我们同时上班,也几乎同时下班,孩子在寄宿学校上学。
在别人看来,生活似乎是无懈可击的幸福。
但越是这种平静的幸福,便越容易有突然变化的机率。
  

   我有了她。当生活像水一样乏味而又无处不在,
哪怕一种再简单的饮料,也会让人觉得是一种真正的享受。
她就是露儿。
  

   天气很好,我站在宽大的露台上,露儿伸了双臂,将我从后面紧紧抱住。
我的心再一次被她感情包围,几乎让我无法呼吸。这是我为露儿买的房子。
  

   露儿对我说,像你这样的男人,是最吸引女孩子的眼球的。
我忽然想起了妻,刚刚结婚的时候,她似乎说过一句,
像你这样的男人,一旦成功之后,是最吸引女孩子的眼球的。
想起妻的聪明,心里微微地打上了一个结,
我清楚地意识到,自己对不起她。
但却欲罢不能。
  
我推开露儿的手,说你自己看着买些家具吧,公司今天还有事。

露儿分明地不高兴起来,毕竟,今天说好了要带她去买家具的。
关于离婚的那个可能,已经在我的心里愈来愈大起来,
原本觉得是不太可能的事情,竟然渐渐地能在心里想像成可能。
  

   只是,我不知道如何对妻子开口,因为我知道,开口了之后必然要伤害她的。
妻没有对不起我的地方,她依旧忙忙碌碌地在厨房里准备晚上的饭菜,
我依旧打开电视,坐在那里,看新闻,饭菜很快上桌,吃饭,
然后两个人在一起看电视,或是一个人坐在电脑前发会儿呆。
想像露儿的身体,成了我自娱的方式。
试着对妻说,如果我们离婚,你说会怎样?
妻白了我一眼,没有说话,似乎这种生活离她很远。
我无法想象,一旦我说出口时,妻的表现和想法。
  
妻去公司找我时,露儿刚从我办公室里出来。

公司里的人的眼光是藏不住事情的,在几乎所有人都以同情的目光和那种掩饰的语言说话的时候,妻终于感觉出了什么。
她依旧对着我的所有下属以自己的身份微笑着,
但我却在她来不及躲闪的一瞬间,从她的眼神中读出了一种伤害。
  

   露儿再次对我说,离婚吧何宁,我们在一起。
我点头,心里已经将这个念头扩到非说不可的地步了。
妻端上最后一盘菜时,我按住了她的手。说我有件事要告诉你。
妻坐下来,静静地吃着饭,我想起了她眼神中的那种伤害,此刻分明地再一次显出来。
突然间觉得自己有些不忍,但事到如今,却只能说下去。
咱们离婚吧,我平静地说着不平静的事。
妻没有表现出那种很特别的情绪,淡淡地问我为什么。
我笑,说:不,我不是开玩笑,是真的离婚。
妻的态度骤然变化起来,她恨恨地摔了筷子,对我大声说,你不是人!
  

   夜里,我们谁也没理谁,妻在小声地哭,我知道她是想知道为什么。
但我却给不了她答案,因为我已经在露儿给我的感觉里无法自拔。
我起草了协议给妻看,里面写明了将房子,车子,还有公司的30股权分给她。
写这些东西时,心里是一直怀了对妻的歉疚的,妻愤愤地接过,撕成碎片儿,不再理我。
我感觉自己的心竟然隐隐地有些疼起来,毕竟是一起生活了十年的爱人,
所有的温柔都将在未来化去,就这样的慢慢的过去,到了第二天.
  

   陪客户喝酒,半醉的我回到家中时,妻正伏在那里写着什么。
我躺在床上睡去,醒来的时候,发现妻依旧坐在那里。
我翻个身,再沉沉地睡去。
终于闹到了非离不可的地步,妻却对我声明,她什么也不要我的,
只是在离婚之前,要我答应她一个条件。
妻的条件简单,便是再给她一个月的时间,因为再过一个月,
孩子就过完暑假了,她不想让孩子看到父母分开的场面,
而且,在这一个月里还要像以前那样生活。
  

  我接过妻写的协议,她问我,何宁,你还记得我是怎么嫁过来的吗?
蓦地,关于新婚的那些记忆涌上来,我点头,说记得。
妻说,是你将我抱进来的,但是我还有个条件,就是要离婚了,你再将我抱出这个家门吧。
这一来一去,都是你做主好了,只是,我要求这一个月,
每天上班,你都要将我抱出去,从卧室,到大门。
  

   我笑,说:好。
我想妻是在以这种形式来告别自己的婚姻,或是还有对过去眷恋的缘故。
我将妻的要求告诉了露儿,露儿笑得有些轻佻,说再怎么还是离婚,搞这么多花样做什么。
她似乎对妻很不屑,这或多或少让我心里不太舒服。
  

   一个月为限,第一天,我们的动作都很呆板。
因为一旦说明之后,我们已经有很久没有这么亲密接触过了,
甚至连例行的每周两次的****时间也取消了,每天都像路人一样。
儿子从身后拍着小手说,爸爸搂妈妈了,爸爸搂妈妈了,叫得我有些心酸。
从卧室经客厅,出房门,到大门,十几米的路程,
妻在我的怀抱里,轻轻地闭着眼睛,对我说,我们就从今天开始吧,
别让孩子知道。我点头,刚刚落下去的心酸再一次地浮上来。
我将妻放在大门外,她去等公交,我去开车上班。
  

   第二天,我和妻的动作都随意了许多,她轻巧地靠在我的身上,
我嗅到她清新的衣香,妻确实是老了,我已有多少日子没有这么近的看过她了,
光润的皮肤上,有了细细的皱纹。
我怎么没发现过妻有皱纹了呢,
还是自己已是多久没有注意到自己这个熟悉到骨头里的女人了呢。
  

   第三天,妻附在我的耳边对我说,院子里的花池拆了,要小心些,别跌倒了。
  

   第四天,在卧室里抱起妻的时候,我有种错觉,
我们依旧是十分亲密的爱人,她依旧是我的宝贝,我正在用心去抱她,
而所有关于露儿的想像,都变得若有若无起来。
  

   第五天,六天,妻每次都会在我耳边说一些小细节,衣服熨好了挂在哪里,
做饭时要小心不要让油溅着,我点着头,心里的那种错觉也越来越强烈起来。
  

   我没有告诉露儿这一切。
感觉到自己越来越不吃力了,似乎是锻炼的结果,
我对妻说,现在抱你,不怎么吃力了。
  

   妻在挑拣衣服,我在一边等着抱她出门。
妻试了几件,都不太合适,自己叹了口气,坐在那里,说衣服都长肥了。
我笑,但却只笑了一半,我蓦然间想起自己越来越不吃力了,不是我有力了,
而是妻瘦了,因为她将所有的心事压在心里。
那一瞬间,心里紧紧地疼起来,我伸出手去,试图去抚妻的额角。
  

   儿子进来了,爸爸,该抱妈妈出门了。
他催促着我们,似乎这么些天来,看我抱妻出门,已经成了他的一个节目。
妻拉过儿子,紧紧地抱住,我转过了脸不去看,怕自己将所有的不忍转成一个后悔的理由。
从卧室出发,然后经客厅,屋门,走道,我抱着妻,她的手轻巧而自然地揽在我的脖子上。
我紧紧地拥着她的身体,感觉像是回到了那个新婚的日子,
但妻越来越轻的身体,却常常让我忍不住想落泪。
  

   最后一天,我抱起妻的时候,怔在那里不走。
儿子上学去了,妻也怔怔地看着我说,其实,真想让你这样抱到老的。
我紧紧地抱了妻,对她说,其实,
我们都没有意识到,生活中就是少了这种抱你出门的亲密。
  

   停下车子的时候,我来不及锁上车门,我怕时间的延缓会再次打消我的念头。
我敲开门,露儿一脸的惺松。
我对她说,对不起露儿,我不离婚了。真的不离了。
露儿不相信一般看着我,伸出手来,摸着我的头,说你没发烧呀。
我打开露儿的手,看着她,对她说,
对不起露儿,我只有对你说对不起,我不离婚了,或许我和她以前,
只是因为生活的平淡教会了我们熟视无睹,而并不是没有感情,我今天才明白。
我将她抱进了家门,她给我生儿育女,就要将她抱到老,
所以,只有对你说对不起。
  

   露儿似乎才明白过来,愤怒地扇了我一耳光,关了门,大哭起来。
我下楼,开车去公司。
路过那家上班时必经的花店的时候,我给妻子订了一束她最喜欢的情人草,
礼品店的小姐拿来卡片让我写祝语,我微笑着在上面写上:
"我要每天抱你出家门,一直到老."
  


那天晚上,我回到家时,我面带笑容,手拿着花,我跑上楼梯,
却发现我的妻子在床上-死了.......
我哭了,哭失控
我哭着抱起最后一次从房到大厅
望着我唯一的儿子,他的眼泪眼中滚动,他们使我更加地哭泣
我失去了我的爱,我的妻子和一个充满爱心和关怀的母亲
现在我也没有办法把时钟向后调了现在我只能详细地看看她一动不动的身体,
但我知道它只是一阵子,直到她走完她最后的旅程
我抱着我的儿子,哭了一次又一次,一边想着所有事情,
还活着的时候,我为她做的事不多.........
我把花轻轻地放在她的手里,我的泪水都滴在花多上了,
她已经一去不复返了,我的眼泪不会把她接回来的

* taken from jt's blog

October 6, 2009

my own physics note~ XD

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At last i have finished it !
only in two days time,anyway the note is just mainly consist for the essential points, formula and definition.

credit:
http://fiziknota.blogspot.com/
http://forcesmotion.blogspot.com/
http://spm-physics-402.blogspot.com/

September 25, 2009

dark out agaian

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New BLog~~~

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Shoot the Shit UP

come have a look~XD

September 22, 2009

Group Photo from Salvation Army

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September 20, 2009

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i like it..XD

Lee Hom colection

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My Lee Hom collection!!
-Hear Beat album
-Music Man DVD

Specially thanks to my beloved mum!
ahaha..she bought this for my birthday present!

My birthday 11/9

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loal...present form Yeong Sze, Sharon, and there is a R there..Rozanne i think..lol

saw this after back from school..
cooked my my sis..hahaha..abit to oily..lol


ok...so..the end of my birthday..haha